| Tuesday, March 27th, 2007 |
| 12:26 pm |
IM almost done with highschool!!
Im soo excited im about to graduate in like a month i want to visit my friends in galveston!!! i decided to take a year off before college cause im soo sick of school plus its my choice ha ha !! im starting to get a better relatinship with my mom next is my sister because i havent talked to her in a long time and im feeling kinda crappy about that!! Im so tired right now im just sitting at school and i dont even need to be here if my house was close by i woud so be home right now watching tv and kicking back and relaxing..........oh shit i forgot i have an essay to write oh well ill finish it tonight!!! so anyway prom is coming up in like 3 weeks i already bought my prom dress now all i need is the tickets but they havent been at the lunch box and its pissing me off cause i know they are on sale but the junior class f***ing sucks!!! Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Thursday, November 30th, 2006 |
| 3:32 pm |
Yeah
Well ive been doing kinda bad in english and math but i think im bringing it up now so yay me im so bored right now la la la la la!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Tuesday, August 8th, 2006 |
| 7:51 pm |
I Hate Not Talking!!
I cant stand this i want to talk to gabe but i cant because i have to be strong!!!!This is the hardest thing i have ever done in my life!!!!!! I want to work it out but he is being so difficult and he needs to learn not to try and control me!! Current Mood:  crushed |
| 2:36 am |
Sleepless in Louisiana
I cant sleep this sucks i want to sleep but im just to upset right now to sleep! Current Mood: discontent |
| Sunday, August 6th, 2006 |
| 11:52 am |
Look At Me Im Different Now!!
Since ive been back home people ( my family ) have said i look good and ask me if im happy to be home!! Which I think is crazy because I love my family!!! I guess i am different now im not such a little girl anymore im growing up learning from my mistakes and hope fully becoming more mature!! ha ha i doubt the mature part cause i always will be crazy me!!! I hope everyone can deal with that lol!! I still love my boyfriend very much even more since we started to date my mother tells me im just tieing myself down but im not!! Shes my mother and she worries so i have to understand that!!! Current Mood:  content |
| Saturday, August 5th, 2006 |
| 11:18 am |
Home again!!
OMG!!!!! It has been forever since ive updated this thing!!! well heres whats been going on ive been with gabe for the past two months and i had so much fun but then i decided it was time to go home i mean i missed my mom and its my senior year in High school so Im way excited!!!! well thats about it!!!!!!!talk to you all later!! I miss you lauren!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  cheerful |
| Saturday, April 15th, 2006 |
| 1:24 pm |
Ahhh sugar Ahh honey honey!!!!
Its almost easter ha ha i love easter because of the candy and because jesus rose from the dead that day!!! I heard this thing on comedy central about that ok ill tell you!!! Jesus died on the cross and on the third day he rose again and thats why we hide the eggs,.... ha ha its like someone said "hey did you hear jesus is back" the other guy said "Quick hide the eggs"ha ha isnt that funny well its funnier when you here it on television oh well!! La la la la la la la la la la la!!! i have nothing better to do but write in my live journal lol i could go swimming but who wants to do that by themselves i mean come on lol!! ok well thats all i really have to say bye!!! I'm so special!! Current Mood: cheerful |
| Saturday, April 1st, 2006 |
| 8:16 pm |
Ha Ha
I havent updated this thing in a long time ha ha!!! So life is getting better my mom and i still fight but not as often as before im a little tired right now!! I just got back from my friends babyshower it was fun i got her a cute diper bag from Target and some other baby stuff!!I need to bring up like three of my grades so i can get my phone back and talk to my friends and boyfriend again so im gonna have to buckle down and try harder because obviously my hardest isnt enough so yeah but hey ill be able to do it im pretty positive about it!! ok i have nothing else to write about so love you all!! Current Mood: content |
| Saturday, March 18th, 2006 |
| 5:08 pm |
not much going on......
My life is pretty much ok i guess.... I'm just bored when i went for a walk today it started to rain so i had to turn back around which made me kinda sad because i love to walk it keeps me calm and helps me not blow up on my mom and the other people in the house!! I got the new Harry Potter movie the special edition one which i dont know why i did i guess it was because i wanted to watch deleted scenes which are sometimes good that they took out but others i think why didnt they keep that in that would have helped alot of people understand what happend in that one scene.... but thats the way world goes round right!! OK well thats all i have to say bye! Current Mood:  blah |
| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006 |
| 2:04 pm |
Life is Boring!!!
Yeah the title says it all im siting around doing nothing and its my fault because i dont call people i wait for them to callme because i feel rude inviting myself places!!! I know its not really rude but i just feel so desperate when i call people up and they are doing something and i ask if i could come over its weird but oh well thats me!! Blah..Blah..Blah..Blah!!! Im starting to become an Insomniac i cant fall asleep till like 3:00 A.M. well last night i didn't go to bed till like 5:00 A.M. and Im so tired but i dont know why i cant sleep its starting to annoy me Ha Ha!!! Im just rambling on and on about nothing but thats cool!! You can read on if you want but i wont care if you dont becase i just wont!~!~!~! My friends in louisiana are still in school and taking exams which sucks for them but sadly i wish i was doing the same thing with them that scares me i want to be taking exams lol Ball High has definitely changed me in the sense i want to actually learn something ha ha!!! The school here is a bunch of drug dealers and skippers literally skipping class alot even though they have cops and security cameras the kids easily walk out of class and out of the school its crazy!! I like it here though i do like not having so much work i do like alot of the students and some of the teachers I dont mean to complain i usually dont complain i hate to do that!! It makes me feel like a spoiled brat and thats not what i want to be!!! I love music it makes me happy it, I like to listen to it as im walking outside and watch people and pretend that im in a movie its the funniest thing in the world because people match the music!! I love listening to slow rock music while walking on the beach because its just the coolest thing the world you wont know what im talking about untill you try it yourself!! SO GO WALK ON THE BEACH WITH YOUR CD PLAYER AND JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING WITH YOUR LIFE!!!!! Love you all~!~!~!~ ERIN!!! Current Mood:  creative |
| Tuesday, March 14th, 2006 |
| 4:31 pm |
Im sad !!!
Im very sad cause my mom keeps telling me about how life with someone isnt going to be a fantasy!!!! NO duh im not as niev as people think i am i talk to girls who live on there own and they tell me its hard but they are able to manage!!!!! My mom says that they have no money well i have money but my mom took it out of my savings account and wont give it back untill im 21 which i think is unfair i mean i had 2,500 dollars and i was going to save up more from working during the summer and during the school year and still manage my school work but what really makes me upset is that she thinks i wont be able to do it she thinks im going to get pregnant and ruin my life well im not going to get pregnant yet and im not getting married untill after college so i wish she would stop naging me about things that havent even happend!!!!! Its not fair to me i want to live my life the way i want i want to make my own mistakes and achievments and be able to prove that i can do it!!!!! I dont know if this makes sense to anyone but it does to me im not someone who is going to ruin there life the way others do!!!! I will make it the world and I will achieve my dreams and im not going to let anyone ruin that for me I will not let anyone drag me down!!! I LOVE YOU MOM BUT IT IS HARD TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO CRITCIZE EVERYTHING I DO AND ANYONE I MEET THAT HAS SOME SORT OF "PROBLEM" IN THERE LIVES!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALISHA YOU INSPIRE ME SO MUCH AND I PROMISE I WILL TRY AND MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME AS WELL!!! Current Mood:  stressed |
| Monday, March 13th, 2006 |
| 8:38 pm |
Well!!
Im sorry it has been a while since I have updated this thing but thats because i was grounded from the internet!!! oh well im back and have lots to share.....well i went to New Orleans for Mardi Gras it was awesome!! i wish my sister was there and i wish my boyfriend was too but oh well they were both in different states!!! When i got back to Galveston everyone ((meaning teachers)) were like where have you been and i was like ive been at the real mardi gras ha ha!!! But anywho nothing else is going on except im on spring break and im very bored lol i wish i was in louisiana ha ha!!! anyway yeah nothing really else to say so hope everyone is having a great year!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful |
| Saturday, February 25th, 2006 |
| 9:26 pm |
Mardi Gras Rules!!!!
OK im going home for mardi gras im sooo excited lol!!! Cause umm mardi gras in galveston sucks!!!!!! Big time ha ha!!i cant wait to see my friends cause i miss them soo much though i will miss the friends ive made in galveston but ill visit but i just really want to go home for good!!! ive been really depressed lately and i hate it cause i just wish i was happy!! who doesnt want to be happy!!! I LOVE NEW ORLEANS!!!!!!GO MARDI GRAS!!!!! i feel so mean when i say i want to go home cause i say it constantly and i think people are getting alittle tired of it cause i think it hurts their feelings like they think i dont like them and all which is so not true i love everyone here i just really miss my old life style and all!! MARDI GRAS MOMBO MOMBO MOMBO ,MARDI GRAS MOMBO MOMBO MOMBO ,MARDI GRAS MOMBOOOO DOWN IN NEW ORLEANS!!!!! Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Sunday, February 19th, 2006 |
| 2:18 pm |
Im so tired!!!
Im tired of fighting with my mom well actually im tired of being mad at her i wish i wasnt i just am!!I really miss my sister i miss the way things used to be you know how i would just hangout with my friends and i was starting to have so much fun in mandeville i was getting alot more freedom now that the hurricane hit im stuck in galveston and im bored and depressed im trying to go out but every time i do something bad happens when i get home like my mom gets upset at me for being sad that i cant talk to my boyfriend!!! I know it was my fault but I just wish they would start to get over it and try to give me my freedom back!! I Miss being able to laugh and joke with my mom i miss the way alisha was before she went to college because she started to hangout with me more i felt!! I hate crying all the time i hate being this sad i want my old life back!!!! Current Mood: depressed |
| Sunday, February 5th, 2006 |
| 11:37 am |
Love!!
My life has been very intresting!!! No more need to be said at that!! I miss the way things used to be in mandeville i was so happy and i wasnt so f***ing stressd out you know!! i love my sister my mom my whole family i also love my boyfriend gabriel which no one in my family likes but honestly i dont care if they do or not i love him!! but thats all im saying!!! Current Mood:  in love!! |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 2:45 pm |
IM BETTER!!!
Well after my boyfriend found out that i was really upset he told me he was joking. I feel like i over reacted a little but i had a right to feel the way i felt which he said he was sorry!! Oh yeah im going to the movies with my friend Lauren she is from texas she is so cool i love her she makes my day!! I also love my friend Lindsay she helps me out when im sad or aggrivated!! i will miss them so when i go back to Louisiana but i know im going to visit them it would be terrible not to!!I will also miss Jennifer she makes my life interesting but she is not clear on where she is going to go because she is making some wrong choices she says shge is going to skip school to prove a point to her dad......which it wont it will only hurt her in the long run but i hope she makes the right choice!!! I miss my sister!!! When my parents go and get her from college im going to go up with them so i can see chicago and the dorm rooms lol!! well thats all i have to say!! Current Mood: grateful |
| Saturday, January 7th, 2006 |
| 7:28 pm |
WHY!!
Im a little upset right now because my boyfriend was acting stupid online and saying that he doesnt like talking to me basically because he said i have nothing to say!! Then he started being a jerk by typeing stupid things to me he may have thought he was being funny but it wasnt funny to me it was hurtfull i wish he wouldnt do those kind of things i dont care if its a guy thing!!!! I dont like it ok well got to go!!! bye!! Current Mood: hurt |
| Monday, January 2nd, 2006 |
| 12:22 pm |
Happy New Year!!!
It's a brand new year and I had lots of fun!!! Really I did, I spent time with my family for a while which probably wasn't good for them because I was complaining the entire time because i was supposed to go take pictures with my boyfriend from one of my friends which i feel terrible for not calling him to find out when and where we were going to take the pics but hey ill do that later today!! But any ways that never happened ha ha!!but when i finally got over to mandeville, which took forever because of traffic and fog, i was in a better mood because i was with my boyfriend and we played pool and had fun then I went with his mom to her work to get some meat that she left in the stove there!! It was nice because his mom and i just talked and talked it was different because usually i dont talk to parents that much but gabes mom is really nice she was telling me that gabe really loved me that everytime i'm around he is the happiest person in the world so thats a good thing but i already knew that because him and I always talk about how we feel and i think that is the best thing in a relationship you know!! But any way the rest of the night was good i guess except we went to go bring his brother to his girlfriends' house and on the way his brother was complaining because he wanted us to stop so he could go buy ciggerets and gabe said no so while he was complaing gabe was ignoring which im very proud of but i couldnt take it so i turned around to his brother and said " why dont you try a new years resolution and QUIT SMOKING!!" i was proud of myself because after that he shut up!!! LOL!! And before he left the car i said you have a lovely new year!! Ha HA!!So after all that we went to pick up our friend david and guess what the car broke down LOL!! so i had no way of getting home so our friend brought us over to gabes house i called my mom and told her and she was upset at me and said she would come get me but guess what tha fog was worse on the bridge and she couldnt get across so spent the night at gabes house in his moms room now im at home typeing like a maniac lol and i dont know how to hstop so here it goes!!!!! HAPPY 2006!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Current Mood:  hyper |
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 |
| 9:53 am |
TEE HEE!!!
Well this has been a good few days because one school is out for christmas holidays and two it is for two weeks and so i will have two weeks to spend with my family, friends, and boyfriend!!!! YAY!! The only part that sucks is that my best friend KARI is in New Jersey and i miss her so much!!!! Things going on in my house are good they said the roof should be done in like a week and then they will start with the walls and ceiling which will maybe take like one month which isnt bad compared to how long i have waited for people to start on the house. Then we will have to worry about the furniture which i hope wont be a problem it better not be because i want to go home so i can be with my friends and boyfriend then i will feel so grateful heck i would stop complaining for the longest time; the reason i say longest time is because no one ever really just doesn't complain because that would mean they keep it inside all the time and it will come out at the worst time!! But any who i'm just excited to be home and of course its going to be CHRISTMAS!!!! so they adds a little more to my happiness!!!It so funny because my Grandmother has this awesome light up tree and she also has these bells that she found in her closet she has had them for like 40 something years!! and the still work they play like 21 different christmas songs which is awesome i think but that's just me because i love singing christmas songs it makes me feel in the chritmas spirit heck i even sing christmas songs when its not christmas but you probably already know that if you know me lol!!! well i'm just rambling on and on about things so ill get back to you on how well my weeks or should i say the rest of the year goes lol!! bye bye now!!! Have yourself a merry little christmas let your heart be light From now on your troubles will be out of sight Through the years we all will be together If the fates allow But till the we'll have to bottle through Some how; So have yourself a merry little Christmas Now!!! Current Mood:  enthralled |
| Saturday, December 10th, 2005 |
| 3:51 pm |
Christmas!!!
Ok i cant wait till christmas because one i will be with my boyfriend and two i will see my sister I cant wait till my house is fixed because i will get to go home so YAY for me ha ha!! ok Talk to you all Later!! Current Mood: energetic |
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